It’s like you forgot about all the good things I did. The love that we shared didn’t mean anything to you did it? Lol.

You can’t even respond to me because you said a lot of things and now you’re going back on everything.

no arrangement of words will ever convince you to take me back and let me love you. so im writing to myself. on twitter you only wish to defame me. you only wish to tarnish my name and make me off to be the needy wanty ugly stupid annoying ex. which i understand. i am an annoying ex. im sorry. i wanted to be cool calm and collected. i wanted you to miss me even though you dumped me. i wanted you to realize that a life without me isn’t right. it never happened. so i have to write these depressing ugly words to you to express how deeply i love you.

you are the sun and moon to me and i only wish to be with you forever.

when i inhale, i feel a tight piercing pain. its like someone is gripping my heart and squeezing it to all hell. it happens often. 

i miss you. i couldn’t handle being away from you for this long when we were together. and it’s something i never really got used to.

now youre going to college and if we were still together id have to get used to it. i guess you trained me for the worst. i miss you. i love you so much.

ill never be able to find someone else. i dont want anyone else. you always saw how handsome i was even though i thought i was the ugliest little creature.

having you on my arm while we were walking down the street felt so great. i felt like i had the world. you were my world. still are. youre my everything. youre everything ive ever wanted and everything ill ever need. i will never date another person because i know theyd disappoint me. they wont be you. and i cant see myself with anyone else but you.

i still believe in our forever.

planet-one:

and to make things more difficult, i like these roberto cavalli frames as welllllllll
also i have a hello kitty band aid on my boob cause my rabbit was being a rebel when i picked her up and gave me a gash there fml
so what do you guys think about these frames?

sigh. your beauty kills me.

planet-one:

and to make things more difficult, i like these roberto cavalli frames as welllllllll

also i have a hello kitty band aid on my boob cause my rabbit was being a rebel when i picked her up and gave me a gash there fml

so what do you guys think about these frames?

sigh. your beauty kills me.

my heart aches with every stupid breath i take. >_>

Why do you even still have my stuff? >_> Like my medal and some of my clothes and stuff. lol. Are they your fuckin trophies? Do they give you some sick satisfaction of ruining my life? lol

I hate what I’ve turned you into. I can’t even fix it. Cause I tried to make you jealous one last time and you just don’t even want anything to do with me. I just want to go back to high school and sleep in your cal king. I want to hide in the closet when you go to the bathroom. I want to pet toby while you’re on the computer doing tumblr things. I want to eat the food that your family brings you. I want you to feed me your mom’s banh canh cua.

I don’t even want to be here. I want to be home. Home with MSG.